Tuesday, November 10, 2015

Some Choices Suck

I had to reduce my already measly hours at the dog sitter's and i'm devastated over it.

This feels nothing like when I left my job when I first got sick; that was more like a reclaiming of my life, as if I was taking myself back from the job. But this... I love being with the dogs, and telling the owners that I couldn't be there for them like I'd been trying to feels like a step away from life. I feel like I've lost everything that made me likeable and now I'm just the migraine.

I just feel really lost and sad. That's all.


Migrainista said...

I'm so sorry that you had to back away from the dogs. You are still more than the migraine - you are a wonderful person a great writer and much more. Big long distance hug for you dear Steph.

steph said...

Thank you <3