I had to reduce my already measly hours at the dog sitter's and i'm devastated over it.
This feels nothing like when I left my job when I first got sick; that was more like a reclaiming of my life, as if I was taking myself back from the job. But this... I love being with the dogs, and telling the owners that I couldn't be there for them like I'd been trying to feels like a step away from life. I feel like I've lost everything that made me likeable and now I'm just the migraine.
I just feel really lost and sad. That's all.
Tuesday, November 10, 2015
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I'm so sorry that you had to back away from the dogs. You are still more than the migraine - you are a wonderful person a great writer and much more. Big long distance hug for you dear Steph.
Thank you <3
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